Kaede-steffy

As I lay my head on you chest As I close my eyes to rest It's the only time I feel safe And my dreams are my new escape You make me feel okay Even if it's for right now At least it numbs the pain at least I don't want to frown Because you make me feel perfect You make me feel alright Even if it's just for the night And I appreciate the fact That you do it every night And when you whisper I love you You make me feel Alive So for the last 3 years When I see you smile I know that it's for me I know that I will be okay I hope I give you the courage That you give me everyday I hope I make you smile I hope I make you feel the same You giv

As i lay awake each night I try to remember why i fight Is it for love, Is it for life, sometimes i just don't know If it really is my time to go But i have these memories that i can see oh so clearly Of a happy, laughing little girl who's dream was to be apart of this world and even though the sky's still grey i can see the little specks of blue So its been 5 years since things went south and yet here i am with so much doubt will i ever be able to forget, Because in my heart it still pains exactly the way it did that day But that little girl still smiled so i shall smile and that little girl still laughed so i shall laugh and one day j

these tears i cry they feel so dry the feel so fake they feel hand-made so if my tears are fake what does that make me am i fake? am i hand-made? I want the answers I wish i knew i cant take it anymore i think im going to have to move ….

I feel so bare like no-one cares like im all alone I might as-well be at home do you think one-day everything will be okay because im losing my hope because im losing my soul

i call you again Just so i know your there You have no idea how hard it is to go 2 weeks with out a clue Not knowing if your alive Not Knowing if your Okay But the pain it comes with It tears me away But when you say "I still think of you" It makes me smile It makes me want you you say you care you say your scared you say you will be here but your never in a hurry to be back here where you belong where the is me and james and hope and your home just a simple text or a simple call so i dont need to worry so i dont need to freak out at all

Goodbye to the tears And the pain Goodbye to your control And your gain Because this round I have finally won I have finally realised how i can move on No more tears i will shed No more sleep will go un-slept No more pain will hurt my heart No more frowns will scare my scull Because your impact is finally gone So now i can finally move on I can smile And laugh And giggle And for once in my life I can trulley be hapy for who i am

where were you yesterday? I tried to call Didnt you hear the phone ring? Didnt you hear it at all? You said you were there You said that you care So why did you not answer Why werent you there? tell me the truth Because im over the lies Im over the hurt Im over the cry

The tear goes down my cheak so cold,So wet Its a symbol of something that i regret It goes past my nose And then my lips My lips are shivering Shivering of fear It then falls to my chin And then to the flooe Like something so dim But now its nothing at all